Ok, maybe I’m juz too emo about everything happened. I’m not going to drag myself overwrought juz 4 this tiny lil situation. I’m a big girl though and I think I can lose some load that loaded my brain. ‘some’ I said.
I juz finish reading someone’s diary of her relationship silently. Gosh I’m a bad diary stalker. But, I kinda pursuaded by the writer. She’s having difficult and harsh relationship with her boy that made her fall in love with. And her situation is a lot worse than mine. Her boy is cheating on her, she knew it and that torned her badly. More unpredictable, the boy cheating on her over her own best friend, who always hangin out with her and her boy friend. Lots of dramas happened but she’s still writting down inside her diary, expressing every way that she felt about.

Enough about her, it’s about me now.
I don’t know what to do. Maybe the best way that I can only do right now is pretending? Aaahh that is not the ‘best way’ I know. That could turn this situation a lot worse.I love him and that’s the only thing I feel right now.I wanna make this relationship works .I don’t want to get carry away by the ecstatic feeling of mine.And.. to people who have this hobby of judging me and my relationship can KEEP IT TO HELL.

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